UNTITLED (MKR)

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From 9pm up until this time (timecheck 11:48 Philippine Standard Time) I am trying to wrap up a blog review using my laptop for a certain product but due to this crappy internet connection it's still in the loading screen. Im too desperate to post and share something to you guys that's why I am here being patient using my phone to publish something.

Here's another poem I had written for someone that left me hanging a few years back but two months before the day I wrote this, he contacted me countless time through sms and asked me how I am doing. He dumped me last 2011 and left me hanging without any closure at all. The last call i got from him about 3 years ago was that he was choosing this girl over me. Since then he was from time to time texting and messaging me in social medias of how i am doing but I never replied back for I am decided to let him go and be happy with my life.

From february to march this year he was so persistent in contacting me that I honestly came to a point I found myself wondering what's up with him. There were times that I were bothered by those calls and messages but I had been firmed with my decision to leave everything in the past now. So in order to make peace with my mind, on April 30, 2014, I did searched on his fiance's fb page and I learned that on the day he started sending me messages again, he broke up with this girl who he had chosen over me. And after a month, he publicly posted that he is in a relationship with this other girl since 2011. I didnt want to do the math or the back tracking or counting but what I fully know now that I am lucky enough to woke up and let a jerk go. Hehe...

After finding out all of this, I got the peace and answers I wanted and wrote this poem with his initial as the pseudo title... no need for any closure at all..as this is the last poem I will write for him..

If I hadn't awaken from that ill first love story and moved on, I guess I will forever stuck with him together with pains and hurt.

I am proud to say now that I am truly happy, blessed, contented and is deeply LOVED.